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I would describe myself as a kinky but shy crossdresser that yearns to be a woman. I love dressing in girly clothes and being as feminine as possible. I suppose that makes me a male lesbian of sorts.

While listed here, I do not always crossdress...in fact, lately, I rarely do. I mean, I clearly have a part of me that craves to...I think it is in wanting to feel pretty, sexy, and fun. Maybe its because it is sort of a tabboo. i don't know.

So, while I'm sort of a closet crossdresser at the moment, perhaps one in semi-denial, that doesn't change what I wish to be. I'm real, friendly, generous, honest and harmless. I would like this to be "our" secret...something intimate that we share, and no one else knows about.

I'm VERY open-minded and accepting, and never judge others...likely because I know how that feels. I do have a few lines I won't cross. I'm flesh & blood afterall, and have my own feelings, dreams, and wishes. I tend to move slow at first, and this being online, will likely move somewhat slower still. Everyone has to feel safe and secure, and move at their own pace.

Oinas

Hoikka

5' 9 (1.75 m)

Pähkinä

Valkoihoinen

Sinkku

Ei

Kyllä

Silmät

Tummanruskea

Ei lemmikeitä

Kyllä

Korkeakoulu tutkinto

Yrittäjä

Laki

Huonekaverin kanssa, Vanhempien kanssa

Kaikki on rauhallista

Ei

Kyllä - Seurassa

Nörtti

Ujo, Ystävällinen

Urheilu, Lukeminen, Elokuvat, Ruokailla, Matkustaminen

Kotona oleskelu, Elokuvat, Pukeutumisleikit

An ideal date would have me initially as my male self, stressing out over my fear that I'll be thought of as a weird or bizarre when the truth gets revealed. During this date, perhaps over dinner, as I gained the confidence to trust her, I'd tell her some of my desires, and she'd be excited by it, wanting to partake in it...not disgusted with it, and not merely tolerant of it. Something promising me then and there that this could perhaps be something more... Basically, an ideal first date is me trusting someone to tell them who I really am, and finding a friendly, accepting, and understanding response.

Like many the dress, I like the idea of being submissive. The more I submit, the more I start to believe I really care for that person. When in love, I essentially abandon free thought on many things. I suppose I'd like to try just seeing how long that could last, how far I'd go in trusting someone, and how deep I'd allow myself to fall.

Ystävällinen, Joku jota muut kadehtii

Agnostikko

Ei koskaan

Like everyone else's...to find happiness.

Kuiva / Sarkastinen, Ystävällinen, Sadistinen

Uutiset, Tilannekomediat, Elokuvat, Urheilu

Komedia, Romanssi, Draama

Rock musiikki, Pop musiikki, Klassinen, En pidä musiikista

Kaunokirjallisuus, Poliittinen, Lähdeluettelo

Ideally...to be in love. But to get there, I'd like to be a man by day so to speak, and allowed to reveal my more feminine side at night. I'd like a woman who can indulge and partake in that, and I'll obediently love her for it, and treat her like my own goddess.

Viisaus, Hyvä ulkonäkö, Empatia, Flirttaileva, Ajattelevaisuus

I'm looking for a kind, intelligent, person...ready and willing to accept me as I am, to have fun, to be loved, and hopefully, capable of loving me.

Internet Kaveri, Kaveri, Päivämäärä, Intiimi, Sitoutunut